feelings.

missing someone isn’t about how long it’s been since you’ve seen them
or the amount of time since you talked

it’s about that very moment when you’re doing something

and wishing 

they were right there 

with you.

i have this uncontrollable urge right now

to swim laps.

the sound of silence underwater

accompanied by my thoughts

and my feeling as light as a feather.

everything 

is going to be alright.

maybe not today…

but eventually. 

"i have found the paradox. 

that if you love until it hurts,

there can be no more hurt. 

only more love."

Mother Teresa

the remedy:

pride and prejudice

(i will not admit how many times i've watched this movie)

and re-painting my nails.