Showing posts with label change. Show all posts
Showing posts with label change. Show all posts

cambio

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 (complements of boho mag)

more on change:
 i got a new job!
i have been blessed with my current job
and have quite enjoyed it.
but along came a new opportunity
and i took it!
i will start may 16th.
i will still be behind a desk, and on the phone some.
but, a pay raise. no weekends. and less hectic. 
i think right now i'm most excited about my paid vacation!
it works out perfectly for bringing kevin here this summer
:)
(which i am overly-anxiously awaiting this summer!) (don't mind my grammar)




how my mind works...

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after much contemplation, it has been decided:


everyone at some point in their life has been asked the question,
"if you could have any super power, what would it be?!"
common answers:
 - flying (...sure, that'd be cool)
- breath under water (....meh)
- shapeshift (...sweet, but you'd be nothing but a liar)
- read people's minds (...creep)
- go back in time (...you're not God, ok)


i think the most rad thing EVER....
would be
the power to never need sleep.
am i wrong?
think of the possibilities!!!!
and of how that would change your life and what you could accomplish.
there are no down sides to this.
never getting tired.
iLOVEit


FACT: by the time we're 75 years old, averaging 7 hours of sleep a day,
we will have wasted 22 years of our lives SLEEPING!!!!!


i've gone through my times of avoiding sleep,
without fail, i make myself sick
then i spend a couple days in bed making up for the sleep i tried to avoid
it's no use.
so i've grown fond of my naps and plenty of rest.
it'd be great if my brain and body functioned without any of that though.




the next topic on my mind...

when things stay the same for too long or just don't agree with my emotions
i get antsy and frustrated and can't handle it
so i seek ways to remedy the situation.

i'll start by analyzing my goals and progress to make myself feel better and accomplished.
with the new year, i established many goals.
one being budgeting better/saving...
yet i find myself to be a therapeutic shopper, so my bad day or frustration justifies a new cardigan (which i will totally wear all the time)
or
$100 worth of oil paints.
they were on sale though! (30% off @ Hobby Lobby. deal.)
ok, the cardigan i didn't NEED
but considering another goal i have is to use the dozen blank canvases stored
under my bed and in my closet,
$100 out of my savings is ok, ......right???

usually then, to clear my head, i'll go to Borders or Barnes n Noble for a couple hours
and peruse the books.
it works well for me
but i ended up leaving with another purchase,
BlueCanvas.
it's a really rad art magazine and the new issue was out, i couldn't help it.

to complete my streak of impulsive behavior
which happens about once a month, do the math...
i ended up @ Paul Mitchell hair salon and came out a redhead.

  change is good.
it's refreshing.
and for me, therapeutic.
even if it is my hair color.
pathetic, yes.
don't judge me.

my weekly reminder: don't feel sorry for yourself. no matter how bad your situation,
things could ALWAYS get worse.
i was watching Ever After, and that quote hit home to me.

youtellme:
is it better to be born without sight, or go blind later in life?
is it better to have your heart broken, or to never have loved?
is ignorance really bliss?

...your thoughts would be greatly appreciated...

7.11.2010 stay gold

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my main man ralph waldo emerson once said:

“Though we travel the world over to find the beautiful,
we must carry it with us or we find it not.”


i like that.

Though it might not be exactly what RWE is saying…I think all too often we live our lives with the mentality that “the grass is greener on the other side”. We’re always wanting something MORE or something ELSE or what THEY have. Then maybe we get it and it’s the vicious cycle all over again. Endless unsatisfaction. And to think…maybe my situation that I don’t think is all that great IS the “greener grass” for someone else. I don’t think it’s bad to want to progress and improve in life. Goals…i’m all for them! However, I’ve come to realize that the grass IS green where I am. And it always can be. Just depends on what I make of it. Perspective and attitude…that can alter the beauty and bliss of anything.
i miss my barbados sunrises...but i'm happy to be where i am.